💔💔💔💔💔4.5 BROKEN HEARTS💔💔💔💔💔

The feels…

My broken heart…

My poor, poor soul…

I can’t take it!

Fuck my life!

Miss Callie Anderson, we need to talk because your book was supposed to give me my happily ever after. Endless Love Letter was supposed to heal my heart and make my life whole after Invisible Love Letter. I feel like you’re messing with me on purpose.

Again…

Fuck my life!

This one is about to get messy.

I’m making a new rule for 2017. Authors are going to have to find a different wayto get emotions out of reader besides killing everyone off. I’m so sick of this fucking trend. It’s a new year and there are new rules. The number rule rule is to stop killing people off unless it is vital to the story line.

There was NO fucking reason to kill of Emilia. I think the story would have been more beautiful if she would have lived. I mean, fuck! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!

Let’s here with the author has to say (even though she pissed me off)…

Synopsis

Our love had to live in the past…

The first time we met I knew.
She was perfection.
I needed to know everything about her—what made her smile, what her lips tasted like, what her body felt like under my skin…

But our love was fatal.
The purest venom that seeped through my veins and embedded deep into my soul.

Emilia was
My love.
My muse.
The woman who owned my soul.

The woman who shredded my heart to pieces.

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Let’s get messy…

I’m broken, tore up, speechless, shattered, mournful and everything in between.

When I started Endless Love Letter after Invisible Love Letter, I just knew in my heart I was going to get my HEA. There was nothing in that thought different. But no, no, no that is not what happened. Instead my heart was broken into a million pieces and ran through the mud. I’m just a damn mess. I feel everything, every emotion possible, I feel it.

At the end of Invisible Love Letter, Emilia is leaving her Jeremey, her husband for about a year but we don’t know why. I thought maybe she finally came to her senses and got back with Weston. Nope. That’s wasn’t it. It was far from that.

You see, I was mad at Emilia for hiding her daughter, Lyra, from the father, Weston. I thought what she did was wrong and fucked up and I still do. As mad as I was at Emilia, I never disliked her. In fact, she struck me as a cool ass chick. Weston had trouble forgiving her, which I completely understood but he still love her with all his heart.

“I don’t know how to hate you, Em.” I run hand against the grain of my beard. “I tried very hard to hate you, but after being unsuccessful for so lone, I decided to stop fighting it. You’re the mother of my child. You’re my yellow gel.” – Weston

At the end of the day, love won and Weston forgave Emilia because he couldn’t deny his heart anymore.

The good news is that they do find themselves back together again, in love and raising their daughter. Everything is in place, life is good… until it isn’t and tragedy hits. For Emilia and Weston, that tragedy comes in the form of cancer. The same cancer that took Emilia’s mother and grandmother.

“I love you. I will always love you, and if I could take this treatment for you, I would.” – Weston

I fell in love with Weston all over again in this book. The way he stood by Emilia’s side after 4 years of being apart about was spectacular. He was EVERYTHING. She was his EVERYTHING. 

What made me fall in love with Emilia and Weston as a couple was their love. It was pure and beautiful. It was that once in a life time kind of love. That never ending love. The true definition of soulmates.

They wasted 4 years apart… 4 fucking years of loss love and time spent together as a family, with their daughter. That broke my heart. Life is short. I know people say that all the time and it sounds so cliche but it’s true. Life is fucking short. I’ve been a nurse for long enough to know how precious life is. I hate the fact that their love was wasted.

I could read about their love all day everyday if I could. That’s how much I enjoyed their story.

I loved Jeremy too. He was just the sweetest and I believe if Weston didn’t already own Emilia’s heart, she would have given it to him. It was beautiful to see Weston involve Jeremy in Lyra’s life.

“And if there was one thing I was certain was that our love, though it was invisible to the naked eye, and you could not psychically touch it, you could feel it. And it was fucking endless.”  – Weston

Let me speak to Callie Anderson for a second. Don’t get all hype thinking I gave your book 4.5 BROKEN HEARTS because I agree with the death of Emilia. I gave it 4.5 BROKEN HEARTS because I feel in love with Emilia and Weston’s love. I’m not sure if I’m a fan girl of yours though. I wish I was but I’m not. I wouldn’t even recommend this series to anyone.

It’s not really your fault, it’s the death trend that everyone seemed to pick up on. Maybe because I read your book later than the other death books of 2016 and it was just the straw that broke the camels back. I can’t say for sure.

Thanks for letting me get messy folks. TTYL!